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Fuck I have to work tonight. 6-10. And I went into work last night when I wasnt even meant to be in. Turns out I wrote down my hours for next week and they made me stay anyway. Fuckers. So I thought I wasnt working tonight but I guess I am. Shite man.
Need to to take my new timetable in as well and get my hours changed cause I have classes Tuesday - Friday now so I cant do those days which means I'll have to work full days at the weekend to make up my contract hours.

And I'm so tired. Like I can feel my eyes closing and my brain wants to shut off.

Well, I suppose it's only a 4 hour shift, and you get a break so its ok. As long as I dont have to fucking do distress. It takes forever and I hates it.

Right well, I better be going and getting ready.

Fuck.

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Man I had a wicked good day today. Went into uni, met Kirsty for the first time in fucking ages, she's lost a lot of weight and looks awesome. Found my new timetable for 2nd semester and decided that since I had to work this week and my class times had obviously changed I would just start classes next week. 

Kirsty was coming back to resit a couple of modules from last year but we talked it over and about her chances of getting into to do honours, and cause she had got C's for everything she passed, she would have to get A's on the class she was resitting to pull her grade up enough so she decided to resit the whole semester. Yaaaassss. We'll be in the same class for the first time since first year in college which I'm happy about. Then she had a meeting with the Financial Services woman who said that because she was enrolling so late in the year she would have to be put in as a full time student which means she can get a loan!!! Last enstallment will be used for a holiday dammit!!!

Then we went for a spin in her super cute new wee car and got a text from Chris to meet him in the union so we went back up to uni and had a few drinks, Kirsty obviously sticking to Coke, and we met Amy!! Havent seen her since we left the Halls I think so that was cool seeing her again. Then Kirsty drove us back into Glasgow which was hysterical - she hadnt driven in the city centre since passing her test and was all like "am I in the right lane?" "omg where am I going guys?!" But she got us there in one piece. Chris was meeting his friends to go see Idlewild (so jealous) so we went to Yates's to wait for them - queue more drinking. Then around 9 we went our seperate ways and while I was waiting for the bus Disco calls and asks if I fancy a drink. See where this is going yet?

So I met him in Rufus (ahh, good times) and proceeded to get a little more drunk till they threw us out and we were like, "Garage? Yeah, Garage" where we got well pissed. Turns out the Attic isnt open on Tuesday nights, how gay, but it was cool. And there was karaoke downstairs which was a laugh.

So now I feel pretty much like dying and my right calf keeps cramping up and I dunno if I have enough energy to stay awake in work tonight but dammit I had fun.

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I think I may need my adenoids removed.

Fuck.

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Current Music: The Commitments - Try A Little Tenderness

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So I decided on a name for my little puppy:



Princess Trixibelle Delilah Tigerlily



Or Trixibelle/Trixi/Trix for short.

And I just realised that she has just been born!!

God I am excited.

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Well I've come to a decision - I'm going to buy myself a puppy. I've no idea how or where I'm going to get one from but I'm sure I'll find out somehow. I mean, people buy dogs all the time right? So they must be getting them from somewhere.

Basically, sad as it may sound given I'm 22, but this is my form of rebelling against the parents, especially my mum and her "you have to be at home all day with a new puppy" bullshit. I mean, if that were true then how the hell do people who arent unemloyed or retired manage to have dogs? Exactly, she's full of shit. Plus, hello, Freddy anyone? As far as my mum was concerned Jennifer was never ever having a lizard in the house and that was the end of it. Then she comes home one day and announces that Kirsty had bought her one for her birthday and there was nothing she could do about it. And that was with a flaming bearded dragon for god sake, and my mum LOVES puppies and dogs full stopm so if she can fall in love with a lizard almost instantly then it should take her about 4 seconds to be completly attached to my dog.

Maybe I'll just tell her Mandy bought me a puppy as a late Christmas present.

And besides, me and Jennifer were NEVER allowed pets when we were kids (goldfish dont count) which I think is really unfair considering there was always dogs in my gran's house when my mum was growing up. Hell she even brought home an abandoned kitten one day when she was a teenager but she doesnt want me tp purchase a healthy puppy from a legitimate breed with my own money. What the hell is that all about? 

Well, whatever, I'm getting me a puppy and thats the end of it. All I have to do now is actually decide on a breed which is proving surprisingly difficult. Well, that's a lie,  I would love a beagle but no one seems to actually have any of them for sale. Labradoodles are really cute as well, and basset hounds and King Charles cocker spaniels and fucking gorgeous. But it seems like all the breeders are going for staffi terriers  at the moment which, aside from being completely illegal dogs, are really ugly and so not the dog for me. My dog has to be medium sized, just big enough to wrestle with but small enough to be able to pick up. But definitely no stupid wee dogs that yap and bite at your ankles, so about knee height would be perfect. Oh, and completely gorgeous as well.

Anyway, I was telling Mandy about it on the phone last night and bless, she's so excited and wants to come with me when I pick a puppy or pick it up from a breeder. So now I've got her and Jennifer who know incase I decide to chicken out as the time comes nearer. So, hopefully I'll get my travel expenses fairly quickly in time for my weeks holiday from work on March 4th so I can use the whole week to get my widdle puppy used to her new home. 

Yeah, Ive decided I want a girl dog so I'll need to get her spayed pretty quickly which sucks, but I figure she'll be a little less boisterous than a boy dog. Plus I'l get to call her something cute like Princess or Lady or Duchess and dress her in cute little outfits and omg, Accessorize have so much stuff for dogs, like jewel encrusted collars and leashes and at Christmas she could have a little fairy outfit and just be terribly cute. Oh, and in the summer when its warm enough for Freddy, me and Jennifer could go out for walks together with them. Aww that would just be the cutest thing ever!

I'm so excited now.

Really, really excited. 

Okay, so in other non-puppy related news, I have my American Broadcasting exam on Friday afternoon which I m definitely going to fail. Especially when you consider I only actually attended 3 lectures for that class and never took any notes or paid any attention of any kind. Ah well. Basically this whole semester has gone to shit cause I havent done any of the essays so far and dont even talk to me about Independent Production, fucking hell, is that the worst mistake I ever made. Well, no doubt I'll get through it all somehow.

Hopefully



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Fuck there was just another one, only louder this time. And you could hear the lightning crack so I think i must be fork lightning which we dont get very often. Fucking hell, I love storms, but when you can actually feel the house shake from the thunder, its not so fun anymore.
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Chart Throb - Ben Elton

Okay so I ended up just taking Pop Corn back to the library cause I figured that if I hadnt actually started it already then chances where I wouldnt end up reading it at all. Plus I FINALLY found Chart Throb in Waterstones, turns out I was looking in the wrong place cause it's not out on paperback yet, but fortunetly they had it for £10 of which brought it down to £7.99 which is fine, So I'm about 200 pages in to it and again, its sheer Ben Elton genius - the man can do no wrong - and is about a blatant rip-off of X-Factor and Pop Idol and the storyline even admits to that which gives it a nice element of realism. So I have high hopes for this becoming one of my favourite reads of 2007 even though we're only into the second week.

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There was just an INSANE roar (this was definitely not a clap) of thunder like, right above the house. I saw the lightning first and thought Jennifer was playing with her camera and then I swear to god, the house fucking shook. That was pretty scary.

Man I LOVE storms.

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Right so after seeing the 50 Book Challenge on Spotlight I decided to list all the books I've read this year on my own LJ since I would most definitely lose track of my entries on the community. So, first off is


Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte

Again. How I love that book. And I actually made it in record time this time round, started on New Year's Day and finished it in the early hours of yesterday morning so instead of taking 11 days it took 5. Although I guess it helped the fact that in that time I had nothing else to do and was either hung over or dying of a cold. Meh. So next on the list I think will be


Pop Corn - Scarlet Thomas (sp?)

I got it out the library a few weeks ago and still havent started it so it will do nicely.

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So what started out as a catch up lunch thang turned into a pub crawl turned into a full on Christmas knees up.




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Current Music: Les Poissons - Little Mermaid

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Some Christmas memories.




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Wow on a stick, its freaking Christmas Day. How happy am I??? Very, thats how. So I got:


- swanky new coat
- chocolate fondue set with marshmallows
- That 70's Show season 4 DVD set
- Jack Sparrow bobble head thang
- The Little Mermaid on DVD (yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssss)
- HUGE makeup kit with everything I could ever possibly need
- photo album
- £40 in gift vouchers

and loads of other stuff that I cant even remember now... Man I love Christmas so fucking much. Anyway, we're now just waiting for the family to come over so we can all head to gran's swank new nursing home and get even more presents. 

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

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So I found all the pics I did for ADIML a couple of weeks ago but figure its a wee bit late to post on the community so here we go.



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Current Music: Oasis - RocknRoll Star

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Are we all familiar with the GUINNESS® beer commercial that chronicles evolution?

Well, thanks to the commercial, I’ve had the song, “Rhythm of Life” — as sung by Sammy Davis Jr. in the musical Sweet Charity — stuck in my head for weeks. If you are in the mood to dance around your apartment like an idiot, I’d download this one … it puts a tingle in your fingers and a tingle in your feet.

Another good’n from a less recent ad (for orange juice, I think): Dean Martin and Helen O’Connell singing “How D’Ya Like Your Eggs in the Morning?”

I have to say, admitting to “finding” a Sammy Davis Jr. or Dean Martin song in a commercial makes me feel like a bit of a rube.

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Oh tenenbaum, oh tenenbaum...  )


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Well, my medicine's actually called Phenoxymethylpenicillin, but I reckon just plain penicillin is much easier on the eye.

So yeah, I went to see Dr Cunning yesterday and I officially have tonsilitis. Damnation. But I also get a WHOLE WEEK off work, in addition to the almost whole week that I've already had off, how amazing.  Weirdest thing though, I was absolutely dying all week, in pain and what not, and my throat was pure, unadulterated agony and what happens when I finally get to see a doctor? It immediately starts going away. So not only do I have a week off work, but I'll probably feel a million times better by Friday which means I could maybe go out at the weekend, we shall see. But the pain in my tonsils has almost completely gone and now I'm sitting here eating PRINGLES for god sake. A couple of days ago I could barely dribble down yoghurt and now Im eating crisps.

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Unfortunetly, I also have to suffer severe sickness at the same time a having the day off. I think I may have tonsiitis again and ITS NOT FAIR. But at least I'm not in work. I was actually in tears this morning when my mum came to drive me to work cause Morrisons have this stupid ass policy that if you're off at all in the first 26 weeks of your employment then the'll probably let you go so I really had no choice. 

So 20 minutes into my shift I had to sign off the checkout (thank GOD it was quiet) and run to the toilet to be sick. Not that I was actually feeling nauseous to begin with, but my tonsils are all swollen and creating a lot of phlemy saliva which I have to spit out ever couple of minutes or so, but obviously I cant do that when Im serving customers. So I had to swallow it all - not nice at all. Especially considering I had nothing in my stomach cause swallowing creates the worst pain known to mankind. But it was ok cause Pauline, the personnel manager heard throwing up and sent me home. Wooo. Unfortunetly I told them I would probably be okay for work on Friday which I really think unlikely cause the longer the day goes on the worse I feel. And I'm SO FUCKING HUNGRY I could eat a horse, if only eating didnt involve swallowing. Oh, and my glands are all swollen as well, so I think I may have to go to the doctor and get a sick line to prove that I'm actually not fit for work.

Dont want to be giving all the customers tonsilitis now, do we?

AND to add to my piss offness, I did another Day in My Life thanhg yesterday but I so cannot be arsed with sitting here for 4 hours waiting for all my pics to upload. Maybe tomorrow if I'm feeling better.

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Current Mood: sick sick
Current Music: Watching That 70's Show

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Guess who has dosh??? Why yes that would be me. So my loan cleared today *cue chorus of angels on high* and so knowing that I had to right loads of shit for Globalization tomorrow, what did I do? Well I darn well spent the ENTIRE day shopping, oh yes I did. 

So, I got a cute white tshirt from New Look with little black skulls and black trim, a teal zipper thang from MK 1, FIVE, count em, 1 2 3 4 5 dvds from HMV - technically I only bought 4 (Hostel, Sin City and The Descent in a 3 for £20 thing and The Eye for a tenner) and if you spend £20 or more you can get Bad Santa for £4.99 but I managed to distract the guy who was serving me with my womanly charms and excellent movie choices so much that he forgot to scan Bad Santa so I got it for free. Go me!!. Then headed to Waterstone's where I got Jane Eyre, Friends Lovers and Chocolate, and Starter for 10 in a 3 for 2 offer (omg the savings) and then bought new Apple earphones for the iPod. And I was in such a generous mood that I bought Jennifer a new pair of shoes - well actually she forgot to take her work shoes with her (accidentally on purpose me thinks) and I knew she would get into shit if she wore her trainers so it was cool. 

Then I returned home where I piss about on the internet now and still have no inclination of doing any homework. I suck at being a student. But at least I have cash!!!

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Current Music: Requiem For a Dream - Chris Mansell

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"Strip poker is like knitting - make a mistake and drop a stitch"





Man I heart  [info]____aloof

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I actually really enjoy my work normally - cept today I had the shit jobs like doing the tea breaks and sweeping behind the tills and taking spilt shit back into the warehouse and mopping the floors. I swear to god I do not get paid enough to do that kind of shit.
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So I just found Billy on MySpace. Funny, I never really saw him as a MySpace kinda guy, but apparently he is. So he's looking really good actually and when I found his profile and saw his picture my stomach kinda flipped a little. Okay a lot. Its so weird cause after the shit that happened last year I found myself getting over him REALLY quickly and I barely thought about him at all for months, but now its like, he's back somewhere I can see him and what he's up to and now I dunno whats going on. I mean he was a complete pain in the arse a whole lot of the time, but other times he was so ridiculously sweet without even meaning to be and we just got along so well until he decided to be an arsehole. 

*sigh*

Whatever am I going to do with myself?



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OMG IM ENROLLED AT UNI MOTHERFUCKER!!!
 
Only took me 2 goddamn months, but thank FUCK my wait is over. So I got my student card (with a fucking terrible picture - quite disappointed at that since last years was alright actually) and MY LOAN GOT SCANNED!!! Now that am I super excited about. So in a couple of days I'll be £1104 richer - woopah. Hopefully Tuesday cause Im off work and uni and I can go shop my socks off. Oooo so much to buy, I think I might get my hair cut as well cause its really pissing me off being all long and what not. Hmm, maybe like Jennifer Aniston when she had it all chopped only in a side parting. Yea, that might be nice. And I can straighten it again without it curling the second I step out of the house. And some nice books, god I havent bought a book in AGES. I need new reading material. And I might buy That 70's Show DVDs, all of em, cause their only £10 each in Fopp. Joy, joy, joy.
 
Although I do have to pay back £200 to my mum and then start paying back the money my dad gave me for my outstanding rent, so I wont actually be £1104 richer, but still, its gonna be more money than I have at the moment.
 
Jesus, I'm sitting in the CLT at uni and they've OPENED THE FUCKING WINDOWS. Its like, -5 degrees outside and I would actually be freezing my gonads off if I had any. So I basically only came in today to get my shit sorted out to get my loan and that, even though I had American Broadcasting today so I didnt go. I'm actually terrible with that class, I think I've been like, 3 times or something out of 9 lectures. I suck.
 
Anyway, I'm gonna log off now cause its freezing in here and Im am STARVING like you wouldnt believe since I have no goddamn money

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So, shit is seriously spiralling out of contol right now. Well, I guess not everything, I mean my dad payed my outstanding rent from last year which means I can get registered at uni for this year and I'm on Blackboard and once Gordon Gibson puts all my modules on the database (which should take all of 5 seconds) I can get my loan. And - pause of dramatic effect - I have a job in Morrisons which will come in handy when the loan runs out, so I guess I've actually managed to fix a lot of the shit that I've been bitching about lately. Only loads of new shit has replaced it and again I dont know how to fix it.

So firstly there's the overwhelming amount of work I have to hand in this week for uni. I have to academically attack either triumphalists, reformers or dystopians and reply to comments from other students on Blackboard by midnight tonight, which I think I can probably do, it's just a case of getting the notes out and having a look at what other people have written then disagreeing with it. Then for Thursday I have to go through all the planning that takes place around a fictional movie being planned, point out all the legal point and how they can be resolved in no less than 1000 words but no more than 1500 words AND for the same day write a 2500 word essay on the stereotypical Italian American family life portrayed in The Sopranos for American Broadcasting. Ugh.

And that's just for this week.

I've also still got all the Independent Production shit to be getting on with and I have NO IDEA what the fuck I'm doing. Basically we have to come up with A, B and C plots for episode 2 of Dead Like Me (but it cant be the real episode 2, it has to be made up); write a Series Bible which is about 40 pages outlining the rules of the world the series is set in, what characters are like, etc; come up with a treatment for the rest of the series detailing where the characters will go from the beginning, how the continuous plotlines will develop etc; write a 30 opening credits sequence complete with story board, recommended music and action shots AND, as if that's not enough, a full, Production quality script for episode 2 which fits to the standard 40 minute American broadcast with suitable cliffhangers for the ad breaks.

CHRIST

Andy d'you know what the funniest part about this is? 

I'VE NEVER SEEN DEAD LIKE ME

That's not quite true, I've seen episode 1, but that's the limit to my Dead Like Me experience.

I am so screwed.

But, now hey lets talk about the other piece of shit going on. One, Miss Mandy Cooper is being a total pain in the derrier cause I missed her graduation, through no fault of my own thank you very much. So now when she's not giving me the silent treatment, she's calling me a liar on Bebo (what a shite site, thank god everyone else uses MySpace) and that I should "just stop lying for once in my life". Eh, making no sense there you moron. What the hell have I lied to you about? Then she makes out that she's been sending me emails which she clearly hasnt been since I would have bloody replied to them. She's been such a goddam pampered princess for so long that she's used to getting her absolute own way all the time and to hell with everyone else. Its exactly like what happened last year with Julia and she's again taking it out on me. Its so annoying cause when we're not like this (which really is most of the time) we're totally best friends, even though we have so little in common, but whenever someone riles her up the wrong way her first reaction is CONFRONTATION to the max which is so bloody annoying. She doesnt seem to be able to settle things without losing her head and pissing everybody off.

So, I'm really pissed off with Mandy, and I'm furious with myself for letting my work pile up till literally the last minute before I think about it. God, I am the worst student ever.

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Most definitely a cracking time was had by all.



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Bonjour y'all, im Gillian, 22 from Glasgow in Scotland (boo) and even though I've lurked here for a good few months now, I FINALLY got round to doing a full day rather than forgetting halfway through. So I decided to do Halloween cause I knew I would be taking loads of pics that night anyway and thought it would just be really cool, so without further ado...

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OMG ITS HALLOWEEN!!!

I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!

I'M DOING A DAY IN MY LIFE IN PICTURES TODAY!!!

AND I GET TO BE A DRUNK PIRATE AS WELL!!!






Oh, and someone downloaded a full DVD-quality version of Driving Lessons to my account on the computer. How the fuck that happened I dunno. Its not even out on DVD yet, and its clearly not recorded in a cinema. Whatever, I have Driving Lessons. Yay me.





OMG ITS HALLOWEEN!!!!

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So, my award notice from SAAS came through a couple of days ago and I went to the uni office to register at last, only turns out they wont let me register till I pay back my outstanding rent from last year - all £817 of it.

How the fuck am I mean to come up with £817 just like that? I am so unbelievably screwed. So, cause I'm not registered yet I cant get my loan when the SLC sends me my payment details cause the uni wont scan it, and then I wont be able to claim for my travel expenses or the UK Student Fund all because Im not registered at the uni.

Fuck, I wish I'd known about this last year, and I would DEFINITELY have paid my rent when it was due. The only good thing I cant think to say about it is the fact that there is no interest added on.

So I guess my only choice is to beg the parentals to put it on their credit card and I can pay them back when I get my loan and travel expenses. Maybe I could open a new bank account and get a student overdraft to help pay it back as well. Although maybe I should tell my dad rather than my mum, cause she's way more likely to go utterly psycho at me and it would just make her worry about everything. Not that my dad wont be mad or anything, but I think its probably best for everyone concerened if its him that knows.

MOTHERFUCKER

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